this is the story of my life. . .

feeling peculiar. . .

2007-01-15T08:15:16Z

wow.

random, yet pre-meditated hook ups are the fucking shit. that's never, EVER happened to me before and it will NEVER happen to me again...but yeah. that was neat. this whole week has been neat and this whole boy is neat!

ahhh...i forgot what it was like to wrap yourself up in someone like that.

uhh, hi.
i'm s.m.i.l.i.n.g

Happy mother fuckin' new year, bitches!!!

2006-12-31T23:53:51Z

Ringing it in right this year, starting with seeing Devotchka and Andrew Byrd at the Ogden last night with my dad and tonight with a whooooole bunch of booze and my family! :D

I hope everyone is enjoying their New Years eve, tonight!!! Make good resolutions that aren't hard to keep and don't forget to hug and tell your family that you love them...they may not be around next year for you to do that, so make sure they're good hugs and heart felt I love you's.

I know that's sappy but that's why I'm home, that's why I spent Christmas here and did the same last year and will until the day they die...I don't know when that'll be, so I'm going to make the most of all the time I have left with the both of them. My friends will be around for a long time, but my parents won't be here much longer...

Anyway. . .

I love you all!!! >^.^

yaaaaaaaaaay. . .

2006-12-23T04:41:20Z

I heard from Nate, today. >^.^<

I couldn't be happier and I hope that he's doing alright. It'd be nice to talk to him and see him again soon. I got him a Christmas present and I want to give him kisses. . .

wee!

New love. . .

2006-12-18T20:51:50Z

I bought the newest 30 Seconds to Mars album today and have had it on repeat ever since I left the store. I've been waiting to hear the whole thing, and I couldn't have been happier. It's the first album that I've listened to all the way through without complaint. I think the last album I did that with was Orgy's album 'Candyass'.

I am a happy woman.

Jared Leto is my heeeero. <333

pandalite @ 2006-11-13T10:06:00

2006-11-13T17:06:10Z

Oh yeah...

The Hebrew Hammer is the best movie evAr.

ugh, gross . . .

2006-10-26T11:27:45Z

God...it's so disturbing to watch Saved by the Bell now that Screech has a sex tape out as an adult.

Why, Screech? why? o.O

I also remember Fergie from the Black Eyed Peas being a LOT more attractive then she just was in the video for the Fergilicious song, or even the video before that now that I think about it. Kinda looks like a man, actually.

I haven't posted in so long...

Drew's been in rehab since the end of August and for the most part I think that I have seen him 5 or 6 times for brief and secretive periods in the last 10-12 weeks. We've been at least txting eachother everyday, to let the other know we care.

But as of last Thursday, we're on hiatus from eachother so he can take the time to learn some things about himself that he couldn't do before because of how I'd freak out and shit. I still freaked out but this time he was strong enough to ignore all my texts and the phone call so I'd be forced to figure it out, or something. And after much thought and trying to find something that was wrong with me or us, I realized there isn't and that it's cool, because I should take the time to figure myself out a little bit, too.

We've spent almost seven months learning the inside and out of eachother, that we kind of forget to keep in touch with just our individual self and realized only recently that maybe things should be refined and bettered before he's out and we can take on our relationship again after not really having one anyway while he was in rehab.

Which is a spectacular idea that I think I'm going to end on.

Meh, have a nice daaaay.

Ohhhhh, meow!

2006-07-03T13:39:46Z

MmmmmMmMmMMMMMmmmm @ re-pierced nipple piercings.

>^.^